Friday, July 29, 2005

My Life As Of Now

Well yesterday I went and picked up Jason Upton and the guys from the airport. It was really fun and interesting to see how they react with each other and stuff. You know like being dropped in a different circle of friends. They're not to different from my own circle of friends except they get to travel the country and minister to God and His people through worship. Sometimes I think it would be fun and exciting to do that and then again it seems like sometimes it would be way to stressful. So as of now I think I'll stay here. My head is in such a fog right and I recognize in this season I am to busy. I don't want the world's definition of rest, I want Gods rest, the kind that you don't have to think about or make time for but a peace that just sneaks in and kills you.

My Prayer:
"Be my strength Oh God! Hear my cry. I am a desperate man, a wounded man and I need Your seal around my heart. Strengthen and love my wife when it seems I have lost hope. Please father my kids when I don't know how. And instill in their hearts how much I love them when I can't find the strength or way to say it. You are God and not a man like me. And I'm sorry..................for everything"

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